Life is going to get tough sometimes. You just have to get the fuck up and get your shit together.

One-week post op and I’m feeling unfamiliarly deep and meaningful.   *Usually I’m a relatively shallow puddle.

I traveled home in my big gals hospital knickers that I refuse to EVER take off and got straight into my crisp The White Company cotton silk sheets whilst simultaneously taking off my bra without removing my top and having a gloriously euphoric bedgasm.

Bundles of beautiful flowers and cards from amazingly kind friends had arrived from all corners of the globe.   I know that I’m so goddamn lucky to be LOVED.

Another gorgeous buddy dropped off the perfect combo of stunning headbands and a divinely delicious batch of chicken soup. 

I’ve had a super special VIP visitor too. This absolute goddess is literally my guardian fucking angel and I am totally in love with her.  I potentially owe her my life. Events would not have happened so smoothly or fallen into place so effortlessly if it wasn’t for this amazing woman.  I’m not sure how I can ever repay her the kindness she has shown me. 

My beautiful stepdaughter also popped in with stunning blooms and Italian takeout. A ‘dice with death’ has made me realize I will no longer be billing myself as the evil stepmother. 

I’ve had calls and messages from so many beloveds and the therapy this provides has been cosmic. 

So while my body is totally fucked and the level of lethargy is comparable to waking up on a Mexican beach after a night of tequila body shots with a bunch of frat boys..  

I’ll just lay here and wait for the perfect prescription to arrive this afternoon..  One of my bestest besties of all time is flying in from Singapore especially.

Fabulous card designed by my gorgeous bestie Bella xxx
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4 thoughts on “Life is going to get tough sometimes. You just have to get the fuck up and get your shit together.

  1. I love reading your blog. I love your perspective and your cursing. Nice name by the way. I’m a Sarah as well with a brain stem tumor. The way you explain your physical and emotional feelings are spot on to how I feel. Peace love happy and healing. I love the easy to read layout.

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